hey.. supposed to be studying. but i decided not to? haha
something that keeps bothering me...
dont you feel that everytime something goes oh-so-wrong and you feel just so sad and down. there are always some people who are there for you? and its always the same awesome people. even though they dont always SAY much but just one concerned look makes you feel much better... its like just those people's presence that can almost make you forget everything and just get over it.
yet.. when it is someone else feeling down, you are dying to go and comfort and help the person but the words dont come out. you dont know what to say. you dont know what to do and you just feel like a fool. its like everything you do can never match what he/she did for you. haha. i sometimes i even just blame myself for being so hopeless. but you or at least I cant help it can i? haha.
then sometimes you do a lot of stuff for your friends.. but after that you question yourself: is it worth it? am i placing far too much priority on friends? its weird. that you can have so many strong friendships yet not understand so much about them at the same time...
okay so those are my thoughts for today and for the rest of my life! haha. [kidding((:]
gtg. dumb explorers.. you HAD to want to explore???
bye. :P
♥Bid Farewell